Back home

I had to leave.
Now I'm home, thinking of them.

We're there...

We've just arrived.

The kids are going wild.
No organization, no rules, no nothing.

We have things planned for them, but they're all about getting to know each other. I don't know a few of them and know some others quite well. But everything is falling into place...

I'm having a ball.

Travelling with kids

Tomorrow, we're travelling for a weekend out with some kids (from cathequesis, or catholic school, if you will). Their age is 14 or 15 and there's a lot we don't know that much about them.

We do know them as we've been around for some years now, but being with them for 72 hours running will be a total new experience. Because they have moods, bad breaths, everything related to kids. But mostly, they're full of energy and kinetic. And they're captivating... for a number of reasons.

More words, once we get there.

Thirty-thr33

The final song of the album I'm working on (tentatively called "Zero", a clear reference to my experience at it) is "THIRTY THR33". Capital letters.

It's an instrumental song (or close) and it concern the present year and the things that have surrounded me throughout the year. Now that I look into it, I know that some singing (or talking) must occur. I'm not that talented when it comes to be silent... but I'm learning.

I like the words I wrote yesterday.
I like the present. Now.
I live it intensely.

Still naked

"I can see your naked shoulder,
I want to see more, but not now.
It's beautiful, in slow motion
(It) draws your back, a soft curve.
And your grin...
Completes my dream.

It's not cold, it could never be
After we two became one.
The evening light has now faded
I want you more, still naked.
And your dream...
Becomes our dream.

Your silhouette, I can imagine.
For I have seen the all of you
It's beautiful, in motion
Pressing my body, being one.
And your skin...
Fulfills my dream."

      - by Hyug Badox, incomplete

One day

One at work.
Tomorrow, I'm on vacations again.

I feel I need time to regroup and build energy for a (expected) hectic year. This year has treated me well, so far. And I'm working on making the upcoming year even better.

And, for that, not only the work days are important but also the (supposed) idle ones. Investment must be made... in resting, preparations, and so many other things.

But, first thing's first. One day to go.
A lot has to be done yet. Today.

First day

The first day of the new month.

This October will serve as a soothing period (I'll soon be having some holidays) as I'm focusing on the upcoming year. It will be fruitful/eventful, the way I see it. And I'm really motivating the ones around me as this is only "doable" with the energy of all. Of course, it begins with me being motivated.

I must add that some of the motivating has been silent, as I don't want anyone to focus on my goals. I want this to be transparent as I'm reaching a new level of energy and I want to make it there and stay there. So, this has to happen with consent from others, but also without notice.

In all, this is the first day.

When everything is really different, this first day happens, never repeating itself.

And every day can be a first day.
And good things will happen then. I mean now.