No respect

"Respect,
Always everybody looking for some
Respect,
Who do you think you’re gonna get it from
Respect,
Anybody here deserving of none
Respect,
Tell me what makes you think
You’re not the one

No respect, no respect none
No respect, no respect none
No respect, no respect none
No respect, no respect none

Respect,
Why be concerned with
Public adulation
Respect,
Pat on the back crying
For attention
Respect,
Finding out what it really
Means to me
Respect,
Honor comes only after
Humility"

      - by "Extreme"

A pretext

A reason behind what we do.
A craving's excuse.

These words are a pretext for the revelation on thoughts, feelings and desires. Some are abstract, some are erroneously in the third person. But others are 100% about the blogger, not explicitly, but honestly. Shamefully honest.

Will you be the one ?

I don't know this song.
Today, it seems I won't have time to write, so I'll just add a lyric that relates to my message from yesterday.

"Will you be the one i've wanted?
Will you read my mind?
Will you ask me where i hurt
And heal me with your eyes?
Will i look at you with wonder
And never doubt our love?
Yeah, are you the one
That i've been dreaming of?
Yeah. Yeah.

Run around my head
And i rehearse our introduction.
Run around in my car,
I find the best way to your house.
And even though i have never seen you
From what my friends tell me,
You are walking grace.

So who would've thought i'd be sitting here
Thinking my future could be right down the street.
After all the loves i have lost over borders and over states.
And now i found out, yeah that you and i, we drink coffee
At the very same place.

So could you be the one?

Will you be the one i've wanted?
Will you read my mind?
Will you ask me where i hurt
And heal me with your eyes?
Will i look at you with wonder
And never doubt our love?
Yeah, are you be the one
That i've been dreaming of?
Yeah, yeah.

I guess i am a hopeless romantic.
I am full of pretty lines.
It's also true what you have heard about me
I fall in love every time.
So please let me down easy
If i am not what you want.
Would you let me down easy
I've got a really weak heart.
Yeah, yeah.

So could you be the one?

Will you be the one i've wanted?
Will you read my mind?
Will you ask me where i hurt
And heal me with your eyes?
Will i look at you with wonder
And never doubt our love?
Yeah, are you be the one
That i've been dreaming of?

Will you be the one i've wanted?"

      - by Melissa Ferrick

Will you ?

I ask: "Will you be my dream ?"
I dream there's an audible answer.
I dream about the outcome.

If I ask, when I ask, you'll want it as much as I do, you'll be completing my sentences, my words, my actions.

If I ask, will you ?

Recurring dream

I still dream about it.
Your figure becomes closer and closer and, apparently, I don't take notice of anything else that may be happening. The world becomes insignificant, somehow.

You are all I focus on.

I'll be writting about you again.
I'll be dreaming of you again.

One week

There's one week left before I'm on vacations again; and it does feel that I'll have to sprint the whole way/day to make ends meet.

One presence

The kids are always late.
Sometimes, they're just absent.

No one even called. There were just not there.
There was one presence, though. Not a kid.
And we did wanted to play...