Now's Not The Time

Now, it's too soon for the aftermath... but pain is counsel. I don't welcome it, nor I want it to be the dominant feeling, but it is.

No death shall come out of this.
A rebirth is more likely.

This is a sequence of feelings (and/or events).
But I'm sure many have felt (and/or experienced) it before and many will feel (and/or experience) it sometime in their lives, even if not the whole of it.

A road has to be taken.
Not all is for us to choose.

But we can try.

"A day has gone and I moved too soon.
Then again, I haven't...
But I let it show
Now I'm afraid that you don't see,
I gave my all, and more,
All that I did know.

A week has gone and you is all I think of.
I accidently see you...
You're as ice, so cold.
Now I'm afraid I'll never learn,
Who you really were.
What did I know?

I will follow my own path (but),
It will take time to see...
There's no point in the aftermath.

A month has gone and it's all the same.
I found distractions...
Haven't moved on, it shows.
Now I'm afraid to never feel again,
What I once felt,
And did let you know.

A year has gone but the taste is there.
The bitter, the sour...
The sweet that once (we) were.
I'm not afraid to be alone again,
It's grown a habit.
One I know you know.

I've followed my own path (and),
It begins to be clear to me...
Now's not the time for the aftermath.

More is yet to come.
Yet, things can't be undone.

Separate worlds, lifes and paths,
All is a journey, not a destiny...
Never will either do the aftermath."

- by Hyug Badox, just now.