One Sooner Day

Did I arrive too late?
Did I act too late?

I repeatly find I maybe underachieved by not taking chances or leaping forward. Did I gain in maturity or did I lose in experience?

Oh well... being an optimist, I chose to observe the negative side of it... does it make sense? Yes, I don't want to self-indulge myself.

I still have so much to do.

"Someday,
I am going to do more than simply write.
I am going to become,
I am going to be more than one,
More than myself, I'll be what I might...
Someday.

Sunday, or a day like that...
I will know holy from profane.
And maybe in pain,
I will know how much it hurted,
I will know for sure who to blame...
That day.

Take me away...
Push me away...

(...)

One sooner day,
Had I been able to see?
To learn what I was born to be?

I won't be longing,
I won't be waiting,
Not only one sooner day.

One day,
I will overcome this lethargy
Probably left alone,
Then, I will be more than one,
The one I am today, you'll see...
One day."

- in "One Sooner Day", by Hyug, since Dec. 12th